Remaining 10 hrs.......

Well……Christmas (25th) had finally passed even here in Volgograd. Did I have a great time??? Anything changed in that 10 hour??? I don’t really think so, I still feel very troubled and even can’t concentrate on my studies even thou I’ll be having histology concluding test tomorrow (I just finished 20% of what I am suppose to study for it so far). But I’m sorry lar, I really can’t focus on my studies, so I went to friends room and chit-chat instead (at least to keep me distracted for awhile).

However, I was really touched by 2 incidents. First was by Afni, today I got back to the hostel early and made some ‘quek hua’. I also gave her some as she had a bad sore throat. What I didn’t expect is that she got a Christmas present for me, I was so overwhelmed and touched, and it’s a music box with cookies in it. Thx Afni….

Then it was Jeremy. He came to my room when I was in the bank doing some cash flow, he leaved a Christmas present for me too……Thx Jeremy, it’s a small Christmas tree for decoration.

Merry Christmas and A Blessed New Year 2008 ;)

25-12-2007

Last year was my first white Christmas in Russia, and I had a really great and wonderful time although I did drop tears, but those were tears of comfort and joy from bros and sis in the family of God.

This year although I did had a Christmas party with bros and sis in the family of God but there was the absent of an overwhelming joy that I used to have. So far Christmas this year was quite disappointing for me, mainly caused by broken promises from people that I really cherished with my heart. Surprisingly, this year I felt the Happiness (I would not use the word Joy) of Christmas from 3 of my course mates who don’t really celebrate Christmas even back in Malaysia, but they know very clearly what this day meant to me. They bought a personal Christmas present for me – just for me. Thx so much Ren Geng, Ramesh and Ratna.

I feel down and no mood today, adding on with my short time of lesson it gave me more time to think about it. There is still less than 10hrs until Christmas pass by, I made a prayer to God that He would give me the joy of Christmas.

“Lord, I ask u to be with my bro. Send your guardian angels to guide over him. Whenever he faces any diff may he know that he will have U and us there for him. Amen. Merry Christmas kor ;-) ”

This was a sms that I got from my beloved sis yesterday. I love you all, and you guys had never leaved me and was always there for me whenever I need you. Thank You. Thou people let me down but you all and God never did. Blessed Christmas ;)

My family had shown their true love and care to me by giving their time to me whenever I need them ----- the best gift that I can ever ask for.

Never intended to write this...,,,

Actually i never intend to write this as i am busy with my studies and preparation for up coming exams but i have to say this. The PEOPLE that i love the most are having fun back in Malaysia, especially in this season of joy. I feel alone and left out.......No one sms or tell me what you guys are doing, everybody i dear the most are busy with Christmas until i was forgotten....I feel lonely.....I want to be a part of that fun and cherish the time together and to have a UNFORGETFUL memory of JOY with people I love the most, so close that it beats with the rhythm of the heart.......I 'wet' last year on Christmas Day itself, out of the sense of lost and losing a lot of things. What will it be this year??? What is the point of celebrating A White Christmas ALONE ????


Ans: Pointless......better study Anatomy and Histology

Merry White Christmas

Busy week ahead

The weather is getting colder now but I am in love with it, especially when it snows and fill up the land with sparking white icy cold snow. I am expecting a busy and hectic week ahead for me, as there will be much things to be done and also a lot of concluding exams that I need to study for. So, please keep me in prayers as you all enjoyably celebrate Christmas (without me). Love and Take Care ------ Blessed White Christmas from Russia, kHoO_7^@N

*winter*

took this today on the way back *winks*

took this last week on the 6th

Today I enjoyed myself as I walked back from class and enjoyed the nice weather + superb view. Despite the cold winter here in Russia, it is also able to offer a totally different kind of life and environment that I’m sure every Asian kid would ever dream of and I WAS one of them but now its different d loh, Yeppy!!!! Thanks to God and His Blessings and also of course for my parents (they pay for my education and most of all – Air Ticket). It’s really my hearts desire that I can share all these with you all, especially my family in particular. Some seniors and indeed many of them told me that they don’t like winter because of the cold, troublesome and dirty soil that comes with it. As for me, it’s already my second winter and I’m enjoying it a lot so far. Last year I enjoyed my 1st winter and now I wanna enjoy my 2nd winter as well. Please pray for me, cause I need a lot of prayers and moral support to get me moving on.


* Blessed Christmas and A Happy New Year ;) *

A Series of Unwanted Events

Believe it or not, these 3 incidents actually happened some where near by here. Taken today with Jeremy and the nice white scenery ;)

It all started last Friday, 4 seniors were attacked and 2 managed to run away while the other 2 were badly beaten up. I only saw one of them - Zul, he had a quarter of his face covered up with bruises and a black eye, the other one was even worst – Adib. He went unconscious when was beaten and after that he needed 5 stitches at his upper eyelid but I haven’t seen him in person yet. Today, quite a good friend of mine – Hariz was also beaten but his was minor compared to the previous 2 cases. For the 1st case, it was really a GB – DOTA short form which mean Gang Bang. 3 Russians came from behind and chased them while there where 12 of the others waiting at the other side.

Please pray for me, my family and friends. I was ripped inside out when I heard about the news and even more when I saw that senior in person today. My peaceful heart had been robbed away, and I just got to admit that I am afraid, especially when I’m walking in the streets. All these 3 events happen at the same nearby area, I guess I’m not gonna take that route for these few days and to be much more alert wherever I go, and even not to listen to music while walking for at least some time.

I just wonder in my heart, what kind of Earth are we really living in right now. Suddenly racism and violence seems so near to me and are coming to my direction, so fast that I am not sure whether I am ready for it or not. Christmas is coming – the birth of Jesus Christ to this fallen world, full of darkness. Christmas has always been and still is the best celebration for me every year and it is my prayer to myself and to everyone that God will grand us peace, especially on that very special day. Angel came to the shepherds and said: “Fear not”


*Blessed and Merry Christmas ;) *